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Through the coasts of dark destruction

I'm insane for starting two more stories when I've already got so many unfinished ones on my plate. I blame the rabid hell-spawn plot bunnies that breed like there's no tommorow. 

Anyways, the first story is a Harry Potter AU one-shot about that minor little detail that's commonly known as honor. It completely screws canon over and, as usual for any fics coming from me, has absolutely nothing remotely resembling a happy ending. 

Veneratio )


And the second story is an original story that's possibly set in the future of a post-apocalyptic Earth after decades of warfare fueled by religious-based terrorism and rapidly diminishing oil supplies. It might end up crossing over into a fandom, most likely LOTR or Naruto based on the half-assed plans floating around my head, but as of right now, it's still original. I'm ~2,000 words into the first chapter. 

And I think I've been reading too many fics involving unethical, immoral scientists conducting experiments on unwilling human test subjects because, wonders of wonders, my fic features that too. Or maybe it's just the fact that I can easily see something like that happening in the future of humanity. After all, we're selfish, base creatures that rarely think with this wonderful little thing called a brain. 

If I knew just a bit more about that wonderful parasite entity known as Jenova in FFVII, I would probably have the time of my life writing my perfectly dark and twisted fanfic in that fandom. Unfortunately for me, I don't. It's worth keeping in mind, though.

And, on a much happier side not, look at the lovely horridly-bright pink egg [if the thrice bedamned html coding would just work properly]. Doesn't it just beg to be clicked on?
Adopt one today!

 P.S. Anyone known how to make the text before the LJ-cut turn white already? I've been trying for the last ten minutes...

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Pro obscurum reigns, Eternus
 Well, I have managed to finish that AU Harry Potter [current] one-shot that has been nagging me and irritating my muses at last. Of course, I've since re-read the story, decided that the ending is quite unsatisfactory and hurried, and am being plagued by new ideas. 

...I'm just going to post it now and declare it prematurely finished. I'd quite like to be able to focus on the three epic originals that I'm working on and, considering the sheer numbers of fics I read each week, it's already highly unlikely without my nitpicking at [presumably] finished stories. 

Title: Decay
Summary: He may have won the war, but he cannot live forever and with each passing day, more of himself is lost. Calignis volui regere sempiterna. [Voldemort has been defeated twice now, but he still lives on - for one cannot kill the physical representation of man's darkness anymore than one can kill God himself.]


The ending is Latin, if anyone is wondering. And I do know what it means, but my brain refuses to cooperate with me. 

In addition to the random ideas (for my originals) that have been floating around my short-circuiting brain, the plotbunnies have apparently mutated once again. They're quite insist that I choose from one of the three new demon-spawn that are gnawing away at my senses. 

Unfortunately, each one of them is equally strange and likely to develop into an epic that will never be finished (and, by now, I must be growing infamous for never finishing my stories). 

Meh. Anyways, I think that I will end up scribbling down the beginnings of each and [hopefully] typing them up and posting them [for no reason other than a complete lack of motivation to do homework]. I'd put some obligatory ending about enjoying my insanity in the form of words, but then that would make me a good person, which I fundamentally refuse to believe I am. 

But I digress. And continuing that line of thought would lead to some introspective rant in which I discover my true self or something equally full of BS. 

If anyone wonders, I blame the last two paragraphs on horoscopes and the whole crappy deal with the 12 star signs and whatnot. 

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Whispering: Imperia - Facing Reality

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I met Murder on the way

Mm, this was the most interesting online test that I've found in a while...
xD

And I just wasted 10 minutes taking it, analyzing the results, and posting this. 

No wonder I never have time to do anything.

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New Story (Unnamed) - Introduction
Let's see...I've started yet another story that looks as though it'll become an epic. And that's just counting original stories...

This one is different from my other two in that it's somewhat based off true events that are happening, though.

Anyways...this story doesn't have a name yet (and most likely won't have one until I'm a few chapters in).

Title: [Un-named]
Warnings: None yet - will most likely include physical/mental child abuse (explicit/non-explicit)
Summary: Blood is supposed to be thicker than water - but, then again, family was always supposed to come first. Apparently no-one thought to give the warning that his family could care less. [My life was normal once...I was normal once, years ago when my world had still been...full of happy smiles and bright eyes that hid nothing.]

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Writer's Block: Meaningful Words

What is your favorite quote? And why?


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Currently (because it changes every few weeks)?

"Death may be the greatest of all human blessings."
-Socrates

I'm not sure why I like this quote so much, but it just sticks in my head no matter what. And it's totally, 100% true. Seriously.

[And I will now end this post before I begin a lecture!rant about why the point of living in so that one dies and how society is totally death!centric in one way or another and why death is something that should be loved/worshipped...

I'm in a strange mood and it's my parents' fault for making me feel like a worthless failure/waste of space over my grades (that aren't that bad, really). And I really probably should stop this post. Really.

Oh, and that HP one-shot I started? It's almost close to being done. And that means it'll be done by the end of March. And I'm telling the truth this time.]

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School/Story Snippet - Harry Potter (AU, long one-shot)

I suck at updating stories and sticking to one story at a time. I think it's safe to establish that as a fact, especially when I consider how many stories I've started (and mostly abandoned) in the last few weeks. And I have an unhealthy obsession with reading fanfics before I even consider finishing my homework, which leads to last-minute scramblings to finish homework that really should have been done earlier...

In my defence, I was sick for the last week (some bronchitis/cold mixture - or so the doctors say. I didn't know bronchitis or colds resulted in migraine-like headaches that made using a computer impossible...). And I missed school on a day I really shouldn't have missed and I'm still trying to make up all the work I missed. And I completely ruined my grade in at least 1 class by missing two test reviews and one in-class essay that I can't figure out for the life of myself. (Spanish IV sucks, especially when it's taught by the teacher I currently have. How does watching some Spanish movie about a quadriplegic man who wants to commit suicide relate to a chapter that centers on vocab about basic political/ideology crap? Especially when the actors talk so fast that no one can figure out what they're saying, even with subtitles!)

And I'm ranting. That's another thing I'm hopelessly guilty of - even thinking about school seems to put me in rant!mode right now...

Anyways, I did manage to get started on a Harry Potter one-shot that I'm fairly confident I can finish within the next few months...hopefully...if I remember and put my mind to it. (Chances of that are slim - I'm more likely to completely finish writing that epic original story I'm working on that looks like it will have at least 3 story arcs. I can hope/dream/wish, though.)

Now that I've gotten that out of the way, I need to get back to writing a mini-paper/letter about Columbus Day and whether or not my town should celebrate the holiday after taking the slavery/sex slave trade/genocide that Columbus basically started. And then I need to research a Spanish movie, study for a Physics test, and write a rough draft of a Spanish essay and then memorize it. And I need to come up with an English vocabulary presentation and activity. And I have less than three minutes to do this.

Summary: Death followed his footsteps wherever he went. [Voldemort is dead now but Harry cannotwillnot forget the magic that threatens to take control any moment now.] (Summary subject to change as the one-shot continues)
Warnings: Implied character deaths, slightlyinsane!Harry

Preview )

So...tell me what you think?

 

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Such a Sweet Poison - Chapter 1 (:Sweet Temptation:)
I'm surprised I managed to come up with another chapter for this story so fast...must be because I skipped over actually studying for 90% of my exams.

Summary: He was such a sweet poison, this young child of shadows and blood. [He had thought himself above temptation and sin, once. That was before he had tasted the addictive poison of the boy, though, and now he was just another victim of the Devil’s temptation]

Warnings: Um...involves the Devil and may include the nature of humans and sin? Later chapters will include things such as implied shota-con and yaoi. 

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So...tell me what you think, please?

Exams are almost over!
^.^'
I just have a week's worth of catching up to do in music before everything's back on track for me...

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Such a Sweet Poison - Prologue (Delusions)
Right...so, I've gone and  started another story again even though I made myself promise not to until I got to Chapter 6 of Gates of Urizen (or later). 

Anyways, this is another completely original story and it's an experiment of sorts for me because I normally don't write like this. 

Summary: He was such a sweet poison, this young child of shadows and blood. [He had thought himself above temptation and sin, once. That was before he had tasted the addictive poison of the boy, though, and now he was just another victim of the Devil’s temptation]

Warnings: Um...involves the Devil and may include the nature of humans and sin? Later chapters will include things such as implied shota-con and yaoi. 
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So...tell me what you think, please?

Also, I'm currently being swamped by schoolwork (for finals/midterms/whatever-you-call-them) and I've got a few music competitions and a regional competition for a school academics thing so I'm not going to have much time to write at all. Sorry! 
I'm trying to squeeze in writing time whenever possible, but there's only so many hours in a day right now..

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LiveJournal auto-post
So...I had the strange urge to see what the LJ Auto-post would make of my journal so far and this is the result...

Strangely enough, it actually makes the slightest bit of sense to me...

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Gates of Urizen: Chapter 2
Well, this is the second chapter of my original story, Gates of Urizen. Like the first chapter, it's never been betaed and it's only been roughly edited by me earlier this week.

Disclaimer: All of the characters involved in this story belong to me. However, one of the songs used in this chapter belong to me – Endless Rain is sung by X Japan, Faith by Hyde, and Vanilla by Gackt. Also, I don’t own Bruce Dickinson’s Book of Thel.
 
Summary:Hundreds of years ago, the entire world was ruled by the kyuuketsuki, the vampires that dominated the darkness and all life on Earth. Their rule was weakened, however, as time passed and after decades of rebellion and outright war, the remnants of the once-mighty race were decimated in a final battle that resulted in the death of the Lords of the race and all those that remained loyal. Only two of the vampires at what became known as El Nacht des Blus survived – Taiki Akimoto, forever loyal to the Eastern Lord, and the Master, the first of their kind. Now, as the darkness stirs once again, driven by the Master and his persistent desire for revenge, the only one who can defeat the Master has been reborn into a human body, stripped of his memories and powers until they are awakened by a past that should never have been disturbed.
 
Author’s Note: I would have tried to come up with songs, but that’s not exactly my forte and after trying for a full week and ending in abject failure each time, I decided to simply use those three songs.
 

Anyways, I hope you enjoy this!  

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